[On
the day we celebrated Baba Muktananda’s Lunar Mahasamadhi (the time
when
he left his body) Sharmaji gave this powerful talk about Baba's message
to the world: "God lives in you, as you, for you." ]
Before starting on our
investigation, let us be
clear about the distinction between religion and spirituality.
Religion, as we commonly
understand it, has two
aspects: its body and its spirit. The temples, churches, etc. and the
holy
scriptures are the body of religion. As our body contains within it the
inner Self, so these outer manifestations contain within them the
spirit
of religion, the spiritual core or kernel of religion. That spiritual
content
is the essence of religion. That essence lives in the message and the
teachings
of religion. That is the inside of religion, not the outside.
Spirituality
consists in giving more importance to the message and the teachings of
the religion rather than the outside of religion. It is spirituality
that
turns religion into a reality in our lives. We imbibe it and live
it.
Too ardent a devotion to the body
of religion
may lead to religiosity which takes us 180 degrees away from
spirituality.
Spirituality demands an authenticity on our part, an inner honesty and
a readiness to live the teachings. The words and sentences are the body
of teachings so they touch the body and the mind, not the spirit. But
the
inner teaching contained in the words is the spirit of the teaching.
Once
we get it, we are “It.” The spirit catches the spirit!
Once a student was carrying books
on Vedanta,
which teaches the highest philosophy, unity of the soul and God. He was
very proud of carrying those books. On his way his teacher met him and
asked him, “Why are you carrying so many books?”
He said “Sir, I am carrying books on
Vedanta.”
The teacher replied, “So many
books on
Vedanta?”
“Yes sir.” Whatever was in the
library I got
them.” He was very fond of studying religious scriptures from a very
early
age.
The teacher looked at those books and
said, “I
really appreciate your love of philosophy.”
When the boy started moving away, the
teacher
stopped him and said, “Do one thing. Go home. Put all those books on
your
bed, because they are so many maybe your desk can’t contain them. Close
your eyes, pick up any book. Open it. And again keeping your eyes
closed,
put your finger anywhere on the open page. Whatever you read, make it
your
own. And then return all the books. That is all there is about
learning—live
it, not only read it.”
Some mountaineers or stunt men
clearly put their
lives on the line pursuing their respective object of passion. Is it
too
much, then, to expect the same from a spiritual person—to put his life
on the line pursuing his or her inner convictions? It has happened.
Spiritual
people have chosen to be burnt alive, hanged, or to be put on the
cross.
They have given spirituality a seal of authenticity.
The problem is you never put this
question to
yourself, “Am I authentic? Am I honest when I say I believe in
something?”
If you look at the life you have already led, you will find you have
accepted
beliefs and concepts from others. They are not yours; they are
borrowed.
When they do not suit you, or don’t satisfy your interest, you forget
them.
Then you pick up another belief left on the roadside like a used
garment.
You should remember, you are your belief, nothing more, nothing less.
Unless
you make your belief run through your blood, move through your acts,
vibrate
in your thoughts, become “you,” you are a fake.
Why many of us end up as fake is
because we take
things for granted. Take God for granted and you have already killed
your
God. With this attitude you can destroy the greatest principle in a
second,
kill the most beautiful idea in half a second, and turn a divine
relationship
into a nightmare within a split second. This is not your fault. Since
your
birth you have been living with myriad philosophies. Everyone you
encounter
uses a cliché for a truth, a proverb for a personal experience.
They use great Truths realized by others for their personal egoist
purpose,
which is a blasphemy, a camouflage to cover their own ignorance. So let
us face it. Let us be real to ourselves.
We are not encouraged to ask basic
questions.
From basic, I mean pertaining to the purpose of our life. Your father
will
promptly explain to you how clouds are made, but look at you as if you
are a freak, if you ask him, “Dad, “Why were you born on earth?”
It is important we ask ourselves
all the questions
in regard to the basic realities of life. We should not rest until we
get
the right answers. When our intellectual inquisitiveness has been well
answered and we have reached some convincing truth, then, we have to
breathe
it, live it, be it.
Today is the anniversary of the
Mahasamadhi of
Swami Muktananda, when he left his physical body to permanently merge
into
his own eternal divinity. I was sitting with him and others and
questioning
within myself, “What is there for me to learn?” Then I heard him say,
“I
have only one thing to teach—your God lives in you, as you, for you.”
You
can’t take such an astounding statement for granted.
At this stage of our inquiry it
would be appropriate
to split this statement into four parts: 1. God lives 2. in me, 3. as
me,
4. for me.
God lives
The inherent assumption here is that
God “is.”
Most of those who assert God does not
exist,
object to his existence as defined by various religions, God as a
personification
of justice, mercy, wisdom, etc., judging men for their acts and
dispensing
justice, punishing or rewarding. That is only one perception offered
for
those who do not want to delve deeper into this concept. “Essentially,”
God is not a person. He exists as consciousness. I do not think any
sensible
atheist will object to the proposition that consciousness exists.
Assuming God is consciousness, we
automatically
accept his existence. Thus, whenever I mention “God” it should be
understood
as meaning consciousness.
God lives in me
God is everywhere. He is not only in
the church
or temple but also in us because He is everywhere. God is in our
bedroom.
God is right there when you are making love. God is right there when
you
are telling a lie. God is right there when you are speaking the truth.
God is right there when the thief is stealing or when the saint is
meditating.
Thus, God is in you, whatever or whosoever you are. Whatever you are
doing,
He is right there in you doing it. In fact, your ego of a doer pretends
to be doing something, but ego cannot even exist without consciousness
being there first.
When you meditate long, you will
find Him as a
flame of light as big as a thumb. When you will meditate on Him, to
reach
Him you take the help of the kundalini. Do you know what the Holy Ghost
is? Jesus became Jesus Christ because he was introduced to God through
the Holy Ghost, so the Holy Ghost is placed by the side of Jesus. He
said,
“I and my Father are one”, because that is what the Holy Ghost did. The
Holy Ghost brings the soul and the supreme soul together and that Holy
Ghost is in your body. If it is elsewhere, again, how will it help? It
must be somewhere in your body. And that is explained by the Indian
sages.
It is called kundalini power, the power that sleeps at the base of your
spine, the power that rises from there, purifying all the charkas until
reaching the last one, the sahasrara. Then everything unfolds before
you—all
the mysteries, all the secrets, everything about God. You merge in Him,
then you’re not different from Him. Although you have not merged in
Him,
He is in you working through you, helping you through kundalini to find
your God in you.
God lives in me, as me
So when you say “God is in me, as me”
then you
reach this conclusion—he is functioning through you. He has borrowed
your
hands. He is consciousness. He has no hands. He has no legs. He has no
eyes. He is just something that is ever present, everywhere without a
body
as supreme intelligence. So he has come into your body and is using
your
body and that idea gives such a vast experience of divinity. God is
doing
things through you because you don’t have the power to raise your hand
without His power. So the power is not yours. And if God lives in you,
he lives as this power. That is the right thinking that will lead to
making
God real for you in every moment and activity of your life.
God lives in you as your
consciousness and your
power. What does he want? Why does he do it? Why is he living in you,
as
you? He is intelligence. He is a supreme intelligence. Look into the
human
body. You will find stupendous intelligence in every nerve, vein,
artery,
complex organs, etc. It is mind boggling. So what you see in the human
body is God. God is intelligence in every little thing. An atom—look at
the secret of the atom. Yet we do not know even 1/10th of it. We only
know
the tiniest bit of the universe, only as little as can be seen through
our toy instruments. But the creation is endless. We know nothing about
the rest of it. Whatever that vastness is, is God. And here, he is
confined
in your body. For some purpose he is living in you in your body calling
Himself by your name. Someone calls your name, God raises His head and
says, “Hello.” See the beauty of it? You are not there, he is.
Why is He doing it? Have we ever
realized the
uniqueness that is characteristic of you? Is there any person in the
whole
universe exactly like you? There are no two leaves that are identical.
I gave a handful of sand to my friend who is a scientist. She looked at
it under a microscope and said, each grain of sand is totally different
from the other when you look at it 1,000 times bigger. See how special
you are. That specialty or uniqueness is God. There is no one like God,
from that I mean there is no one like you. That uniqueness that you
have,
either you take it with great respect or destroy it by taking it for
granted.
When you take a great thought and put it in your drawer and say, “Yes,
it is safely there,” it will only collect dust. Take it out, show it
the
sunlight of your understanding, and you will know God lives in your
uniqueness.
God lives in me, as me, for me
So if he’s living in us, the question
comes,
“What does he want?” He must have some reason because he is
intelligent.
He never does anything non-intelligently. He has given us this body
which
is so intelligently built it must have some purpose, and that purpose
must
be for you, not for your neighbor. So your God wants to do something
through
you which has nothing to do with anyone else. He can achieve that
purpose
only through your acts, through your speech, through your thoughts—so
on
and so forth. So suppose you understand it finally, that God is living
through you and wants to express himself through you. So it is clear,
he
is in you as you, for you, to help you realize your real nature that is
Consciousness.
Once a great master was giving an
audience to
some of his devotees. A man who was very well known in the film
industry
sat near his feet, quite close, rather too close to the master as his
habit
was. He was heard saying to the master, “Sir, could you help me meet
with
God? I feel no rest or joy in my life. I think I can hardly wait for
Him
any more. Please!”
The master kept quiet. The man kept
entreating
him persistently. Finally, the master turned towards him and softly
said,
“You are not waiting for God. God is waiting for you, in your heart.
You
are waiting for this meeting to be over so you may go back to your car
and drink your beer. You are also eager to go back to your girlfriend.
Your God is not interested in beer and has no girlfriend. Your God is
yours.
He has you and only you. He waits for you, and for ages has been
waiting
for you to just look in his direction.” The master gave him a momentary
piercing look and dismissed him.
Later the man in a nearby restaurant
said amidst
tears, “The Master was right. He saw through my hypocrisy.”
We talk endlessly of God. We have
to ask ourselves
one question, “How authentic are we?”
Thus far, we have been given the
address of God,
shown a map of our journey and the direction we have to go. But the map
does not show how the journey will feel or the essential mental or
spiritual
posture we have to adopt in order to get in touch with the spirit of
our
pilgrimage. What should we do to turn our search for God into a living
experience of God? An experience of God has to be there, not only when
we terminate our journey (because there is no point of termination),
but
there has to be a constant flowing experience throughout the journey
right
from this moment of starting.
What do we do if we want to
experience the sun?
The essential nature of the sun is to give light and warmth. So, we go
out and stand in the sunlight. The essential nature of God is to give
unconditional
love to one and all. We have only to stand there in the ever-flowing
love
and do nothing but experience it. Remember, the sun has no favorites.
God
gives love to all.
That is what we have to do. If we
want to experience
God, the easiest way is to give our love, not only to those we choose
or
like, but to all. Unconditional love is the kingdom of God. You are in
that kingdom. You should give love to others and pray for them.
Certainly
do it for your family and friends, but extend it to include all those
who
you think are strangers or enemies. The moment you let the rose-white
rays
of your unconditional love wrap around all creatures, big or small, all
living things under the sky, your search for God will bear fruit.
There is no other practice or
exercise more effective
than to give love unconditionally to all in bringing about a
transformation
in the quality of your emotions and raising your consciousness to a
higher
level. Practice it day and night. At work, ignore the negative
emotional
vibrations coming at you from others. Do not oppose them, just ignore
them
and visualize a rose-white light going out of you and touching all the
people around. Soon you will observe a change of heart among all people.
The same unconditional love should
go to your
friends and relatives without making any distinction between those you
like and those you don’t. That is exactly the way God loves all beings.
In this way you will understand and follow Baba Muktananda’s next
teaching,
“see God in each other.” In such a state of selfless, unconditional
love,
you will not have to look for God, God will look for you. That is the
message
of Baba Muktananda.
Thank you.
COPYRIGHT© 2003
J.M. Sharma, U.S.A. All rights reserved.
|